Do I belong here???

Hello from KL.

2009-07-28T22:09:00.004+08:00

Hi, this is Denise. I'm all the way in KL now with Lavonne, Emmilyn and Kuang Ze.
Since Joshua never update so I shall give him a hand to keep his blog alive.
well, he's not home now. at Ali with Caleb i guess. haha ok, no. he's drinking milo at arati. which I dunno where the hell is it.

hmm, i shall talk about my KL trip. it was fun. despise i got bullied kao kao by kuang ze. im at some cyber cafe in Subang. and now Joshua is complaining how luan am I cuz I told him how noisy it is here. hahahaha.

and i cant believe i left home without a camera, but luckily our saviour, Ze has it. :D

ok, i dunno what to write now. so bye bye.

p/s: i'm gonna make this post colorful. hehe
and i miss him

2009-06-05T01:26:00.011+08:00

Sis and Mom went to Dubai
and this is what they get me

the shirt is from my sis, Dunhill perfume is from my mom and future brother-in-law bought me Homini Emerito by MNG wallet

and i get to see my mom before I go KL but not my sis =(

I had a performance at Actor Studio Greenhall, didn't perform well, sad case
so after the performance went to KL straight, was looking forward. I went with my cousin and Caleb

so let the pictures do the talking and I'll talk after that

we stayed in this hotel, got free breakfast though haha.
Mark came the next day
some random pictures

Mark, Ah Wei, Caleb and I

Caleb

Ah Wei

Mark

and me

at the Outback Steak House, missing the camera man Andrew

Mark was looking atdf

this!!!

and Caleb was I dunno...

we watched terminator at Pavilion GSC

Jeremy came and Mark went back, coincident much

taken by Jeremy, no idea why he took that

free ride to the curve.
Jeremy brought us to some lorong , selling pig parts. damn nice

oh ya i saw this golden man and silver man.
Malaysian please vote for your idol hehe

The view in KL

so we stayed 5 day 4 night
and is time to go home =(

our luggage

inside the bus

Jeremy and Andrew playing video game

Caleb can't wait to go back

we were just smiling

so, this is what i get from Kl

Padini, FCUK, Hang Ten and one chaplang shop

I guess this is the end of my post

currently listening : soulmate - Natasha Beddingfield
currently feeling : bored and sleepy

I'm a Christian

2009-05-18T15:44:00.001+08:00

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on..

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say.... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say.... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

2009-04-15T02:31:00.008+08:00

Easter Sunday

woke up early, because Timothy ask me to. He's getting batipsed
plus Sara and Jane came to our church too
so cut the whole story short, lazy want to write, feeling sleepy
I'll just load up the pictures for you all

the Yeoh family
makan time

Jane, Sara and Joshua
Uhhhhh, Jeremy lo
Mark Elwell
Andrew with his lala post haha

Jane

after that we went to Mr.Pot for lunch

yea after that drop Sara home and went home tidur. Then at night play Left $ Dead with Sara and Sheena. yea that's about it.

Monday, skip class went to Sara's office and after that RedBox with Sara, Sheena and David.
Then at night went Ananda with them.

that's bout it. sorry for not put effort to write this post. hehe

2009-04-01T18:05:00.003+08:00

you meant nothing to me
what you did and done meant nothing...
the wind is on my side.... blew whatever you did.... away...

currently listening to With Me by Sum 41
emo

2009-04-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. Just came back from Mr.Pot with Sara che che.. had some laughter and emo time
been feeling pretty emo lately due to some matters

but i care no more.. Just read something from some website

Even though your world may appear to have collapsed around you, strangely enough, you also notice that most things still remain the same.

But why do you suddenly feel so out of place? You feel totally out of sorts. For the moment, it may even feel like that you're never going to emerge from your sadness. You might feel that life is over and there's no meaning left for you.

It's a matter of time. It's a matter of time before normalcy returns. Though the love is lost, but your love will carry on and please remember that you do have the capacity for greater love.

It's never too late, you still have chances in your life. You'll get up once again. You'll laugh again. You'll live again. And you'll love again...

Go through this list of heartbroken quotes and remind yourself that there's hope and life after a heartbreak.

anyway im starting to watch Fate Stay Night...good anime hahaha...
ok bye bye

either grow up or pissed off

2009-03-30T10:15:00.002+08:00

ok so exam is over, holiday is over... took my result and college started

After exam, went Genting with Jeremy . and no we didn't go there alone... Ah Wei and his friend Jason was there... Started our journey at 10.15 and reach at Genting 2 minutes to 4. Met up with Ah Wei and starbucks, bought some drink.. and headed back to room to rest...

Next day in the morning off we go to the theme park. We got discount for the ticket cause Ah Wei godbrother works there so we save up alot...
cut the story short

Peng and Jane later at night around 5 i think... couldn't remember..
Peng came after his exam too

So overall Genting was ok... I enjoy playing the solero shot... I went Genting to play roller coaster unfortunately they closed down for some apparrent reason...

After Genting , we went kl

and when we reach KL we were busy walking around to find hotel
In the end, we manage to find it... we stayed at Royale Bintang.. but Jason didn't join us because he got his girl-friend over there... so pretty much he ditch us

we went there for 2 days 1 night... before we went back to Penang we tried to go as much mall as possible cause time won't let us ... but I didnt buy anything.... Jane, Jeremy and Ah Wei bought.... Except Peng and I

yea this is what i do during holiday....
Sorry I don't have picture... Lazy to take hahaha

I miss kl alot rite now for some apparent reason =)

I got nothing much to say so I'll stop here

feeling emo now =(

2009-02-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.... sorry for not updating for so long...
urmmm. i was damn lazy...
so yea wont update about the past event.
wait may be a little...

so yea Happy Super Belated Chinese New Year
so Chinese New Year was suppose to visit people to show respect...
but for me I visit people to get angpow and to fill my stomach with wonderful food.
I visit to respect too.. but my main intention is to count money... get as much as possible...
So this year not really much but hey is better to have little than none

anyway chinese new year is over... even thaipusam is over....
hmmm never see any big big needles on indian's face
never witness one too

oh well
so anyway my midterm exam finally came
and how did i do... i would say EASY but if i study hard and pay more attention in class it would be EASIER...
but midterm is nothing big , really
we don't sit separately... we sat two by two which amaze me.... this was the first paper
the second paper, was practical... which we have to type letters all those easy things....
what make me panic was the computer got stuck or hang whatever you call it which i have to re-do 3 times... but i managed to finish

so my final exam is on the way and my final assignment is due next friday which i haven't start doing it yet... and IS NOT EASY... you gotta have subtitles video clip animation audio...
is really hard.... but interesting a the same time....

I shall stop talking about college... might bored you all to death...

so after my midterm....
It was Valentine's Day... which I don't have any date...
still single.... anyone wants me .. I cut my hairrrr!!! looks better than previous... (inside joke)
but who cares... being single is much better i think... more money to spend on yourself. unless you're always broke like me.... damn... but being single is less people love you... wait... who knows... she or he might cheat and made up stories to cover it... oh well i'm crapping...
so yea Valentine's Day was just another ordinary day for me...

so anyways..... good show to introduce....
called dirty sexy money... even my parents asking me to buy the next season ...
hmmmm what can i say somemore

ok floorball was ok....
glad someone didnt come... that would spoil my mood... lol
so Fuck off

hmmmm.. let me think...

still thinking...

wait

be patient...

yea i guess this is it.. will try to update more

wait wait
let me check see got photo a not =)

that's it ...now get lost

2009-01-11T15:33:00.006+08:00

So college started,
everyone back to being a nerd when exam comes, rushing their assignment like crazy
worrying to much about it, stress out

for me, i think is boring haha really boring.
never looked forward to it

oh yea , welcome Charlene and Sabrina to KDU college...

so yea nothing much about college

so yea Friday was Andrew's birthday
when the clock strike 12 we went to his house and brought him out for supper and hillside khaleel
then afternoon we had our class and after class Mark, Andrew, James and I went to old town for our dinner at New World Park
then we headed to Penang Bridge to Prai to fetch Charis out...
we went Queensbay
wanted to watch movie but is either to late or the show started already
so we walk for a while and finally went to Coffee Bean

Birthday boy Andrew

cake, sponser by Charis
its really good...
Gonna buy one day

Charis and I

Charis and I
fucking hell
I look like a kid
but better than a F......

Mark Noel James and Charis
FYI , Mark's race on Friday was Chinese

Andrew and Charis

James and Charis

Andrew and James
urmm *clear throat*
not sure what are they doing

Now you see her

Now you don't

well, I gotta admit she's taller than me

So anyway this is how we celebrate Andrew's birthday
yea that's all I think

Gotta go anyway, balling time

current mood: Doleful
current thought: speechless

2009-01-04T00:10:00.009+08:00

My december

not trying to get sue by linkin park for the title
haha
anyway is time to update...

what did i do recently
celebrating people's birthday and christmas and i cut my hair...
ya i know is kinda short or look like a kid... you got two options... like me or hate me

Christmas was rather disappointing

anyway birthday babies

27th December
Jeremy

28th December
Timothy

30th Decemeber
Cleo

James

Yan-Y

31th December
Jen

and after midnight

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

guess where was I...
I'm sure you gonna say my life is boring or I'm a lifeless guy
Andrew, Timothy and I went netcity dota hahaha
where is Caleb, Mark and Jeremy

for Caleb he was sick, sad for him
for Mark we asked him out but he deny. How dare you Marky-poo
for Jeremy, I don't know..... why not you ask him and tell me

so yea that's my December

so after December end guess what's coming

January la....

so what is my New Year resolution
I would go for STOP SMOKING JOSHUA!!!!!!

school is starting, so

for below 17
by this coming Sunday 4th January 2009
they have to start ironing their uniform, get new school shoes and books
have to sleep early, waking up early and go for tuition

for above 18
they either go NS or college or work

but for me
I don have class on Monday which is a good thing to me
My class is starting on Tuesday, damn....

I'm not looking forward to college

Some of my freinds does, why
new chicks coming in, old chicks retired... hahah

As for me... chicks... save it...
Don't either bother

anyway found some picture on my phone haha
view from QEII

hmm ... Caleb emo-ing?

Timothy the silly haha

when we were in church....
look at Andrew haha

fishing at Pulau SongSong

some one ask me to move on
my question to them back. Where can I go?

Well i guess that's it... tag my blog hehehe

2008-12-26T05:03:00.009+08:00

Well, its 5.30
Just finished dota-ing
Couldn't sleep so i guess i'll just update
Well is Christmas...
Merry Belated Christmas

This is what i do...
Let the pictures do the talking

Dinner at Park Royal Hotel with family

Family photo
Sis and I
Sis and I
Dad and i

Christmas dinner at Park Royal Hotel with my mom church member

still wondering who took this picture

Timothy, Joshua, Jeremy

Youth Christmas Party

Caleb, Andrew and Joshua

Beverly and Joshua

Timothy, Joshua, Beverly and Andrew

Joshua, James and Jeremy eating lol

Joshua playing the guitar

Joshua and YanJoshua and Yan again

Nicole, some little random girl, Joshua and Eulene

Sarah, Joshua, Eulene, Sharon and Nicole

Sarah, Caleb and Sharon

Joshua, Charis, Caleb, Jeremy and Andrew

Random shots

Timothy and Joshua
Timothy was in a bad mood

Joshua at TB Khaleel

Caleb and Joshua

well ahem, Caleb, Andrew, Jeremy and Joshua...
not vain... haha

well I hope you all enjoy the pictures

oh ya one more thing,

Merry Christmas

some of the pictures are edited
so don't go wondering around

Doleful Dark Christmas

2008-12-15T01:21:00.006+08:00

will only update recent event

well stayed over jeremy's house with caleb cause the parents was not in Penang.
They went to KL so we decided to stay over and jeremy's place

I stayed 2 days and Caleb stayed 1 day...
if i'm not mistaken it was Saturday
and at night we went to Mois for a while then Jamal for supper
went back to jeremy's place and played dota... couldn't really sleep
So we didn't sleep until church was over (that was Sunday afternoon)
went back to Jeremy's house and sleep cause Jeremy and I couldn't take it...
Oh ya Mark James was there too

Then at night Caleb stayed over

let the picture talks

Caleb and Jeremy
can you see what Jeremy is holding... is something like a low voltage of a pen that can shock people.
Caleb and I was terrified

Our laptops for Dota(Caleb, Timothy, Jeremy and I)

As you can see... Caleb and Jeremy turn themselves into horny mode and raped me...
I was dirty lol

anyway that's about the "overnight"

Saturday 13.12.08

Had dinner at Park Royal Hotel
Let the pictures talk again

Sister and I

Dad and I

Ah Wei and his parents

The food
yummy eh

2008-12-08T04:41:00.011+08:00

Monday

went to class in the morning.
after class went to bed straight was tired
James came over at night
went to had dipper(dinner + supper)
then the hand of the clock strike 12 and Happy Birthday To myself
Caleb,Jeremy,Andrew and Mark James came to surprise me at Jamal
cause i was eating there with Ah Wei and James
after that went back home

let the pictures talk

random picture

mom bought doughnut
jeremy eat the most i think

Opening present time...

From my Mummy

From (.....)

My lovely sis

Andre... I ask him to buy for me

Caleb

From my uncle.. Ah Wei's dad

all together

Tuesday

woke up at 3
went to watch Twilight with James and Ah Wei

yea gonna update important stuff only...

well I guess my birthday was kinda boring
was sad on my birthday oh well who gives a damn rite

thank you for everyone who wishes me happy birthday
people that didn't wish me... thank you and fuck off

pot pot

cousy this update is for you:)

2008-11-29T02:18:00.006+08:00

Wednesday

morning went to school till 4 plus
then went back home and sleep till 8
after that went to Andrew's house study
with Andrew, Mark, Caleb, Jeremy and Cleo

then after went to Jamal for supper Jeremy came to meet us there after dropping Cleo home

I overnight Andrew's house to study... actually I play game more then I Study haha
slept at 5

Thursday
woke up at 4.30
Andrew and I was hungry so he ordered two large pizza

Pepperoni and Hawaiian Chicken

each of us ate 8 slice of pizza
and it is proven that I can eat more than Andrew haha

anyways after that went to Ananda with Andrew, Jolene and Caleb
Mark came to meet us there

random picture

after that went back to Andrew's house to study
and we had beers hahaha

proof of us studying

then after that went to Ah Leong hawker stall makan near Mark's house...
first time going there... Jeremy came to meet us there..
after supper went home

yea that's about it

I know that there are people who do not love their fellow man, and I hate people like that! - Tom Lehrer

2008-11-25T01:35:00.007+08:00

Thursday 20th November 2008

woke up at 12 something..
Ah Wei's parents came and Jen came too...
Glad to see her
They wanted to bring me out for lunch
So we decided to go Gurney and at the end we chose Sushi King.

The picture says it all

Ah Wei

Jenx and me at the side

our food i-ta-la-ki-mas

us

Saturday 22nd November 2008

Went to college and went there earlier to study
Then all of us didn't know we don't have class so we stayed inside the library study

Blondie,Mark,Ah Wei,Jeremy,Caleb and I.
We were outside of the library window.
It looks kinda scary but I love heights haha
4th floor down below dangerous eh

yea that's it

and My Birthday is one week exactly from now..
My Birthday is my Exam day sad eh
sigh

If you can't make it better, you can laugh at it.
Erma Bombeck

Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely.
Erma Bombeck

2008-11-21T00:59:00.004+08:00

I thought I already know you.
I thought I can trust you.
It seems that I was wrong.
I didn't seem to know you at all.
I never see it coming, never expect it to come too.
Who are you now I wonder to myself.
Is it you ... or is it me.

I hate this part of my life where I couldn't trust anyone anymore.
I thought that i can trust you and now you're hiding something that you don't want me to know. Even asking simple question and you don't tell me directly. I'm starting to feel that we are far apart. Getting hard to get close to each other. We weren't what we used to be. I'm starting to dislike with your action. Well I don't hope for anything. Just stay away from me.Go do whatever you need to do to make yourself happy.

To you, I want to grasp your hand but i can't. Held back by silent restrictions that are not heaven sent. You're the one I always misses.I want to be the one who take your sadness every time you landed on a depressing state. But I guess you didn't realize. I could be the guy for you. I could be there for you.I could be the one when you need shoulder to cry on. I may not give you pleasure of the world that woman desire but I can give you what woman long for that is love, my love.I may not be perfect like other people.But I cant tell you is my love is genuine.
It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.Immature love says, "I love you because I need you.Mature love says, "I need you because I love you.

William Blake once said "Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another gives its ease, and builds a Heaven in Hell's despair."

So you sailed away into a doleful grey sky morning.Now I'm here to stay and just wanted to say you're just the best I ever had

2008-11-16T13:15:00.005+08:00

Friday

Had lunch with ah wei and the father till 5 plus...
When back to sleep after that
Night, Caleb, Mark and James came to my house and we went to Ananda for our dinner..
Before having our dinner we went to find Timothy at papapizza.
I thought he was working but he's not..
After dinner went net-city just to please our dear Caleb...
Then we play ball near my house we called it the River Court... wait not we... Caleb called it

Here's a few picture of us balling
Caleb, Jeremy, Ah Wei, Mark, Andrew and I

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then after balling, all of us when home...
Ah wei and I went for supper early in the morning and watch Heroes..
Slept at 6.30 and woke up at 12.15

Saturday

So woke up at 12.15.
Getting ready to go to college..
We went in to the class for awhile and went down to the canteen to waste our time.
I played Boggle, Jeremy and Ah wei take turns to play Battlefield 2
So after that, wanted to go up and take out attendance...
After reaching our class the whole room was dark and we were like shit..
So in the end we didn't take our attendance and waste out time going to college.

After that Jeremy went for a hair cut..
I cut too but was last minute .

I look weird eh..

After our hair cut Caleb came and we went to Subaidah to have our dinner and straight to Gurney...
Gurney's new wing was a disappointment to me... I thought by enlarging Gurney will make it more interesting but still is not so much of a difference...
To me it feels like Queensbay + Prangin haha

We walked around at the new wing and went to meet Cleo, Chloe, Joan and Emily....
Mark James came after a while...
We went to the playground too..
Some of us were sitting there, some was walking stick-ing, some was playing and some was sitting while he or she watch its hearts bleed

So after that, Jeremy fetched Emily home and Chloe after Emily...
We went to meet Ruby after that.
Ate at Bee Hooi..
I ate curry mee but didn't even finish a quarter of it... Cause it taste really bad and at the same time no appetite..
After that went to Ruby place ... drop by for a while and went home...

Sunday

went to church...
Head home after that
And here I am looking at this 15 inch of the screen while typing , thinking of what to update..

That about it I guess

I want to grasp your hand but i can't. Held back by silent restrictions that are not heaven sent.

2008-11-13T02:51:00.004+08:00

Wednesday

Had class at 9 to 12.
Then had my lunch and waited for Jeremy and Andrew to finish class.
Luckily got Cleo and Chloe talk to me haha..
Or not i'll die to boredom.

So anyway after class went to one-stop to buy wireless modem... cause my modem dah rosak...
Stupid TMnet people, later say cannot replace the modem, later say can then later say cannot again.
Anyway went to buy wireless modem... is call linksys cost RM230... broke d me lol...
Then Andrew went my house and fix the modem...

So yea, it works, happy got wireless d
Then Jeremy, Andrew and I played counter strike hahaha... it was fun but my laptop is such a lagger..

Then waited for my sis to come back to take the car and went to fetch Jeremy and Mark James for MY dinner and for THEIR supper...

now is 3.02 a.m
still chatting... with Jeremy and Ah Wei..
Plated Boggle with my mum

that's about it

Oh Cleo, Jeremy promise you to do car wash so he did...
To join in the fun Mark pump petrol for me

And i wash car too... hahaha... sorry not half naked... too public d..

Ah Wei took a picture of me using my webcam with Jeremy and my sis with the macbook

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
- Franklin P. Jones

2008-11-11T20:34:00.001+08:00

Wednesday

Joshua has landed on a disturbing state

so 2 cars went over a cat... the cat was suffering... Damn i cant take it...

2008-11-10T13:55:00.010+08:00

Updating in college...
My house connection is still down...
Wonder when will they come and fix it

Anyway............. On
Thursday

No class
At night went to eat nasi kandar at Burma Road... around 3 something
Then ah wei wanted to go gurney to do some crazy stuff...

Pictures paint a thousand word, so let the picture talk...

That was 4 something in the morning lol

Then ah wei wanted to press the ticket vending machine... but the ticket didnt come out...
I think they off the machine

Random picture at the new playground

Friday

Went to school but I don't have class..
I asked Caleb to bring me to take my laptop.. Thank you Caleb
Then night went for band practice then went home..
Come out in the middle of the night..
Go supper with ah wei

Saturday

Went for moral class in the afternoon...
Then when to eat Loh Mee
Headed to Gurney...
Met up with Chloe,Joan and Emily..
Hang there,
Had dinner at Manila Place

after that went to the new playground at Gurney

random pictures

Timothy was stuck...

And then after that all of us went home... Jeremy fetch Emily home then drop Chloe then drop me...

Sunday

Went to church in the morning..
After church went to net city
Then Jeremy's dad came and brought Jeremy to see laptop...
Went One-Stop and Prangin
After that had dinner with them
Then Caleb came and fetch us to Gurney to do our assignment
Jamal is where we go usually ,so we have a drink there and went home
Ah wei and I came out for supper

Love cannot express the idea of music, while music may give an idea of love
-Louis Hector Berlioz

2008-11-09T03:09:00.002+08:00

Will update soon...
my internet is down so i couldn't update...
have to go netcity to to post this... hehe
will update until the TMnet dude or dudette repair my connection

so long...

2008-11-02T23:32:00.017+08:00

Thursday

no class on Thursday... but went to the halloween thingy at my school... Jeremy's neighbour came to fetch us...
Nothing much about the halloween thing...
Here's some random pictures

Cleo was posing for the cat walking thing

Halloween's decoration

so yea after that, Jeremy,Ah Wei, Cleo, Joan, Emily, Deng Jin, Tze Wei and I went for supper and we went home after that.

then a few hours later Wei and I went for supper at Ali till 5 plus and headed home

Ah wei pretending to sleep... haha

Friday

went to class as usual then went back..
Night, we have our band practice...

James the vocalist

Mark the 1st electric guitarist

Jeremy the 2nd guitarist

Joshua the bassist and 2nd vocalist

Caleb the drummer

Together we call ourselves Five Months To December

Saturday

went to class in the afternoon and after that fetched Cleo to Chloe's house and we left...
Went to Kassim Mustafa to have our drink
After that, went to buy roses for Jeremy to Cleo to surprise her
Then when we went to Chloe's house , they left...
so Jeremy fly all the way to Butterworth with Joan's help...
We get lost for four times and finally we get there...
So Jeremy did his thing... Did what?? dont ask me ask him...

random pictures

We were lost

Penang Island... this is where I stay if you all are wondering

so after that we went back after surprising Cleo...then we went to Pulau Tikus market to eat and we went home...

Sunday

Went to church in the morning...
Came back and sleep...
Went to Gurney cause Caleb wants to do his assignment
Then went to Goodall for our dinner
After dinner, we went to Chloe's house... something happen

sis make it to wear it.... and post it... dont blame it...

went to jamal and met up with James

yea that's about it bye bye

Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always - Dante Alighieri

2008-10-27T23:29:00.008+08:00

Friday
Cut the morning and afternoon part... you won't wanna know what I do...
But at night Jeremy fetch me and we went to the Sri Pinang Prom... wanted to watch Mark James to perform but we were too late and yes we get to watch timothy's band performing at the prom they called themselves "Two seconds behind" for their first time performing they were quite good i have to say.

Here's the picture of the band
Joan the pianist,Daniel and Tsu Sheng the guitarist, Timothy the bassist and last but not least Gary the drummer

so after the band thing Caleb, James, Mark, Jeremy, Alfred and I went to Mcd to have out supper and Josh Kwan and Andrew meet us there.

that's about Friday

Saturday
Went to college in the afternoon...
After college went to Ali to have out food
Random pictures was taken

Joshua with Cleo's sunglass

Alfred Tan Sao Wei with her sunglass too

Then, evening we went to Gurney and went to Breeks to chill and talk...
We were bored and decided to watch Bangkok Dangerous

Bangkok Dangerous in Thai haha

After the show we went home.
Ah Wei and I went to net city and we went home after that

Sunday
Went to church in the morning after that we had our chicken rice at a coffee shop near tar college... then Cleo messaged Caleb that she want to surprise Jeremy by baking him a box of cupcakes
So after that went back to have my nap...
Caleb called me and fetched me to fetch Cleo,Emily,Ruby and Joan at Cleo's house and we headed off to Jeremy house...
so bla bla bla bla , we surprise Jeremy and yea after the suprise thing we went to Moonlight Bay to have our dinner till 11 plus
Then my cousin and I went to net-city...

Monday (today)
did nothing much...
night went to watch Max Payne

Jeremy was suppose to follow us and something came up, not gonna mention it...
The movie was rather boring and dissapointing
So after the movie went to Jamal eat and that's about it

random picture
I call it "Joshua and the wardrobe with no excape"

2008-10-21T15:09:00.010+08:00

It's a Saturday...
woke up at 12.30 went downstairs ate my hokkien mee... my brunch..
Went to class... got our assignment mark 20 over 20 oh yea.... my group people are Jeremy,Mark James,Jeffrey,Blonde and I...
Was surprise we got full mark... and the most interesting is we just copy and paste from wikipedia.... and we never read at all... and that day i found out that if people do blowjob they get sentence to jail forever... wow... never knew that... thx to google and wikipedia

so after class my cousin came to KDU... then we waited for mark's parent to fetch Mark home...
So after that we went to Ali... had my after brunch before dinner... Had my mee goreng biasa telur atas...
Then after that went to fetch Emily at Palazzo... then drop Cleo and Emily to gurney...
Then WE(Caleb,Jeremy,Alfred{ah wei} and I)drove all the way to airport...My cousin and I was sleeping at the car where Caleb was day dreaming and Jeremy was driving
we saw aeroplane ... perfect timing

it was so near to us...
Then after that we went back to Gurney to meet Cleo and Emily up...
Caleb bought a new slipper at FOS and Cleo make us to take a photo of us

then Joan came to meet us at Toys R Us we hang there bla bla bla
later on we went Bee Hooi to have our dinner
After our dinner, we went to Emily place...
The girls went up and the guys waiting downstair....
While waiting we played ping pong...

And you know what... Cleo they all was stalking us playing ping pong... cool eh.... amazing

Stalker-ish

then after that we went to Jamal and yea went home sleep lol

Sunday
went to church... boring as usual sorry Im not the type of holy ppl... if any youth say is interesting i would say they are hypocrite or he or she is born to be holy

then after church went to have lunch with my sister, my cousin and Jeremy at SUbaidah
after lunch went home and sleep

then Cleo came to pick us up from my house at 4 something

we went Pizza R Us to eat cause Joan wants to eat
so i order a Sprite and the waitress have to go to 7 11 ti buy the sprite
what the heck
you suck

then after that went to Chloe's House chill there till 7-ish and headed to new world park to have their dinner... i didnt eat cause was meeting caleb up after this to have diiner or supper with him...

so we went to 1-stop after their dinner and caleb fetch us from there... we went goodall eat and after that went home

James came to my house and pick me we went jamal... I eat again lol

then I went back home and James and i compose a song... not finish yet... around 1.15 james went back

after a while he called me he got into an accident... so i went to his house and took him to the hospital... thank god is nothing serious...

Shoulder

Leg

Arm

then brought him home and i went home... and I went home and sleep duh
That's for all

Sticky Sticky on sleeping buddha

2008-10-13T17:23:00.009+08:00

guess i'm back... haven't update for along... let's just say i'm lazy and hardly people come...

what makes me want to update?

answer is i'm bored

anyway what did i do this few months...

yea... in college.. KDU...
i'm getting bored

change my mind... I shall update what happen a few weeks...

I watched Eagle Eye with Caleb, Jeremy, Mark,James, Tim, Tsu Sheng and i forgot who(sorry)

damn it was nice... you all should watch it

and I watched House of Bunny
no comment... too girly for me

anyway yesterday(sunday)

went for H factor workshop... in the morning 10 till 7... very tiring... I like Iskandar's joke... damn funny...

we ate bi hoon and sandwich for the whole day boring isn't it....

took a picture with Serena C.. hot mama... oh yea

so yea that's about it... oh ya i like this picture

This is gonna be our album cover... FM2D(five months to December... )
that's if we are gonna make an album...

any sponsorship :)

2008-05-05T00:48:00.001+08:00

You want to conquer
The perpetual fever of jealousy?
I will tell you a great secret:
Just love and become one
With your oneness - heart

I have feelings for you its true
Though we both agree
They will never be love

We travel our separate paths
Meeting when we feel a need
So why does your seeking of others
Create this confusion in me
Am I jealous

This relationship has no ground rules
That can be applied in our situation
We dont have a need for trust
Who you see when its not me
Should not bother me
But it does
Am I jealous

Maybe its not jealousy
But more the feeling of impending loss
For soon you will find someone
And then you wont need me again
Someone new will hold you tight
And our paths will no longer cross.

uhhhh....

2008-04-03T01:13:00.001+08:00

I don't know what should I update about so maybe i should follow what others do

What Joshua Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

tell me is it true ....

trip to kl

2008-03-12T16:15:00.007+08:00

haven't be updating my blog, so i'll update about my trip to kl. went for a 2 night 3 days at traders hotel.

the toilet =)

the bedroom

the view outside my room... it was amazing, amazing view

view at night

so yea the next day was Sunday, went to church. the church is small and the people over there was very very passion for God... the worship was not too good for me , only piano and drums but still they were passionate... unlike some churches that is big.. full of hypocrite, or thought that their church are big and do whatever they want... even the youth people... oh well, i'm not that holy either. so i don give a damn...

so after that went to for a bridal show by my cousin's good friend. Keith kee... so mom took a picture with amber chia. cause she is a good friend of my cousin

so after that went shopping.. couldn't find anything i like... nothing much bout my trip... met up with my cousin have dinner... bla bla bla... went to ikea and the curve... bla bla bla.... yea that's all about it...

nothing much

2008-02-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

new years is here, yea got a few ang pow... nothing much... like we always do. visit here and there, collecting different of colours of noted from the red packet... counting money after you're inside your room.counting excitedly and hell you got less than 200 bucks... come on what is this...

Jeremy's back been hanging out with him.. nothing else but a poem

Broken heart with broken soul,
In there I lie alone.
Hopelessly waiting for you to come home.

Loneliness is around my neck,
Hell man, this is the fact.
The fact, fact that you're not coming back.

Silent is all I can hear,
Eye was soak with my fucking tears.
Like the ocean that cannot runs dry and clear.

Here am I on an empty street.
Lying down like a dead lifeless son of a bitch.
Who am I..... What am I....... a nobody

phuck up

2007-12-23T03:23:00.000+08:00

to be exact, is 3.35 a.m.

something is bothering me.

why should i keep on going and not give up when you know is impossible. that things doesn't work well or just the way you want it to be.... why are you wasting your time when you know it won't actually happen.

why keep on trying when you know you'll will on falling no matter how many fucking times you try.

why not give up when someone asked you to move on.

why.....

i hate myself for being stupid
i hate myself for putting too much hope when is a false hope
i hate myself for wasting my time on this
i hate myself that i cant stop this
i hate myself for not forgetting bout it
i hate myself for being such dumbass

i hate myself.

hopeless josh for being just stupid.... literally stupid

2007-12-16T23:15:00.001+08:00

I'm back to update... so those who never update , update

I got a golden compass... yea a fake one.

watch golden compass... the ending suck haha...

yesterday saturday night(sunday morning) from 12 am to 7 am, we make a video... upload the video at youtube, so go check it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0z0PJgYKrXM

oh yea been watching alot show...

golden compass was good but like i say ending suck

i am legend was really good and sad... i pity will smith

enchanted was speechless , haha to afairy tale not my type but i din say it was not good just so so la

2007-12-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

like is just meaningless. same routine. doing the same thing over and over again.

life is like wasting your life thinking of what to do after what you did.

i need something,something that is happening. I'm sick of living . everything messed up.. why can't i just disappear... why am i here , i got no main goal, or archive something, or maybe got a plan of what i want to do and not to do...better than doing something stupid, useless. you know what i'm crapping. i got no idea what i'm saying...
summarize it all... life suck hell.

been going to the gym with jeremy, andrew, timothy and caleb for the pass few days at celebrity fitness. like what caleb say. is free, yea we are taking advantage... after a week we disappear from there.

aite jeremy is going KL tomorrow. friends are going youth camp which i can't get to go.everything is so wrong... i dono how to say but...

i try my best to do something, and yet nothing seems to change. so why keep on trying when you know it will never work.

HopelessJosh.

Happy Burfday

2007-12-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

you people out there can i hear a "oh-ho"
the crowd reply "OH-OH"

hahaha....

anyway how do i celebrate my Burfday(that's how my dad wish me)...
after work on Saturday went home... took the car out and went to find Jeremy... we hang some where which I couldn't recall.. anyway i dropped him to youth with tim and abel... and bla bla bla bla... at 8 my family and I went rasa sayang for seafood buffet with a couple . yea talking bout seafood... the food there was good... we got japanese food(sushi), indian food, chinese food, western food, and dessert. so yea. so nothing much bout my dinner...

oh ya caleb this picture is for you, since you always take picture in the toilet I did the same thing...

I look pretty ugly aren't I??

so after my wonderful dinner , I went to see my friends and we headed to gigabyte(is a cyber cafe) and after that went for out late supper with jeremy and andrew and went back home... so yea messages and phone call keep my phone busy. thx everyone who wishes me and who dont wishes me i don't care la... cant do much bout it... i cant be that holy by saying on in the name of Jesus I forgive you ... haha.. sorry i'm capping anyway... went home at around 3 plus in the morning.. and people call me to visit them... so jeremy , andrew and I went to their house and reaches there at 4 plus ,chill till 5.30 and went back home to sleep at 6...

morning went to church after that, chill around , and went back to jeremy's house to rest... so after that went to the beach around 8 plus cause we had a beach party sort of thing... so yea.. we ate only sausages... and andrew was bored... he bought some candles and light up and i did too heheheh...

it taste good...

so yea we hang there, as in chill there not HANG and die...till 3. went to subaidah, played basketball, dota-ing till 8 and Jeremy and I went to my house and sleep... so this is how I celebrate my Burfday, nothing much tho...

so yea that's about it and I think my post is boring

joke from mix FM
what do you call a happy burger .... its BER-GEM-bira

if is funny laugh. if is not don't laugh and pissed off :)

my life

2007-10-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

people have been bugging me to update but seriously i got nothing to update... and yea I'm updating now with a blank mind. hmmm.

well I still hate 7..

hmmm still thinking... oh ya i got a picture of this... take a look

i feel is kinda different from other picture that we normally took... what do you think... any idea..

well i hate work... I never look forward to work... just dono why i cant... do i hate my work that much... and and money is never enough when you work... yes 1k is alot but hell yea is never enough... dono how to explain, just try it yourself and tell me... for you all student still studying be happy that you are still schooling...i'm not saying be happy in school... just be happy when you get to take extra pocket money from your parents.and i short of cash.. any contribution or donation to this poor beggar hehe...

oh yea i took this from caleb... take a look how different are we now compare to last time

the noob-freak-weird face of three of us... how ugly can we go damn haha...

take a look now...

look at us now... how do we look.. i shall say no more haha...

This is for you

2007-10-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

Days seem like years,
And years a lifetime when I'm away from the sun.
Shining light to my darkest of night in my desolate state,
You're the only one I want to date.

As the sun warms the earth,
You in turn warm me up.
You are my sun [*you*],
My light,
My hope,
I miss you like the dessert misses the rain.

2007-10-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm... the few days(Friday,Saturday and Sunday) was a greatest day for me and i have no idea why... except for working is not fun la...

oh ya, Friday was suppose to take off and I did take off but then around 9.15 in the morning my boss called me to go to work cause they got not enough people to work so my boss needed me so I said I have something on cause I was abit lazy haha... and my boss ask me go back to the office at 1 but then i reach there at 2 haha... over slept.. so ma work lo

night went cellgroup... my old cellgroup... manasseh.. haha... sharon's cellgroup..

so actually nothing much but i feel good there 3 days

and one more thing.... Why 7... I mean why 7 minutes... why can't it be 10 minutes damn you damn you :)
hehe well I still love you the way you are you know haha

been into photoshop lately... but still learning

bye bye... sleeping time zzZZzzzZZZ

i'm updating again

2007-09-25T16:47:00.001+08:00

i'm back... updating again.. was so bored so decided to update... well i wont start with any stupid intro like the previous post but i got pictures for you all to kill time.

is my mom's good friend from australia... and i have no idea who's baby is this...
so it will be a random picture hehe.

well that's about it.. and the last picture will not be a baby but a really great friend of mine.

he asked me to post it because i have no idea why too. so just doing him a favour hehe

is either he's saw the light (He died and is time for him to go) or he saw something he never see before haha.. lame

I can't think of a title. damn.

2007-09-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... well is like a box of chocolate, you may not know what you will get... wait scratch that. this is stupid.

wait let me think.. how to start the intro.. oh yeah. once upon a time, a little boy name Joshua Tan Sao Peng... hold it. burn that

ahhhhhhhhhhh... how do i start... ladies and gentleman, baby and elephant... what the heck... what am i crapping...

Paper bags and plastic hearts, our belongings in shopping carts,It's goodbye
PAUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. isn't that a song...and is the beginning not the ending... what goodbye.

still thinking.... life is like a candle.. is that a poem... life brief's candle

ok let me say something... sorry for being lame or stupid or doink

seriously i dono what to say hahaha

hmm oh ya let me tell you something

want to know why i call myself JustStupid(only Sharon, Andrew, Ps.Vitor and Felix knew bout it)

is because long long ago there is a guy... nah is stupid

let me ask you

what's J TS P .

what's JTSP. hahaha... i'm sure some of you all don't know

JTSP is Joshua Tan Sao Peng. yeap that's my name

so my name is JTSP so what izit gonna do with J TS P .

hahah... see the magic...

JusTStuPid.

so now you know.. know my history only on whoisjoshua.blogspot.com

so that's all... don't get bored

accident

2007-09-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

to keep the blog going there is something i want to share hahaha.

well my left thumb got slam by a wooden door... that's all bye bye... nah, what a short post... here some pictures

ugly rite... yuck haha...

well isaac and felix take me to GH, thx to them i'm save... Arigatou Gozaimasu

and thx to some one who's been really worried for me . hehe.

here's after my treatment, cool eh...

that's about it

random-ness

2007-09-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

ahhh, here I am again with nothing to post on. well this few days has been a really emo day for me... raining i guess.. hmmm just came back from cell and yea nothing much i guess..

oh ya this picture i'm gonna show to you all. is the second version of it. is quite dark tho. but yea here it is.and did i say the book is a bible haha

well this is what i'm gonna say, i don't like people who don't find out the truth or know what is going on and start doing their f***king face and stop talking to you or avoiding you or maybe talk back behind you. is like you might be wrong sometimes and will always be wrong if you don find out what is going on.i try my very best not to be a hypocrite but is not working.well for now i will stop whatever i'm doing and leave it to you all. i giup up. fuck me, hate me if you want to. i don give a fucking damn thing. i'm so fed up.

how i celebrate independence days

2007-09-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

we.. Thursday night... after the free food and Mcd, took a Rapid Penang bus with Caleb to Tanjung Bungah beach... guess what the bus broke down... we waste around half an hour.. so cut the crap... we finally reach there... so meet up with some friends.. have a bottle of cold coffee and some vodka with coke... den waited there till is merdeka time... and did i mention... i saw a Chivas bottle that is so so ginormous...darn.... is tempting me... well my favourite alcohol is chivas so who cares... lol... and yea after that went to watch fire works... bla bla bla...

so to cut the boring part... it was Friday night... where we have a combined church at dome... so we went there... let the picture speak...

the dancers

look at the choir... amazing

the choir and the worship team and the choir

the crowd... is quite dark though

one more important... thank you Sharon for the ice cream spoon... thought you think is some junk or what but i appreciate it alot... i will either use it or decorate it... thank you very much

ahhhh... food :)

2007-08-31T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmm Thursday evening was a very fine day cause is after work... but days will be hectic for me if I'm work haha... under the scorching sun... heavy rain.. with strict safety rules... darn.. never mind... scratch my working day.. but yea.. after work went to Ananda with Caleb at Tanjung Bunga.. took a bus to sunrise McD...and here come the interesting part...

went inside order... me Caleb ordered one set fillet and for me i ordered big mac set...so suddenly Caleb and i saw 9 piece of nuggets

so here's the picture of it

and we ask why... den the Malay female cashier say for free so we were like ooo cool...

so yea Caleb

with his FILLET-O-FISH

and me

with my BIG MAC (disgusting)lol

so yea we were eating while waiting for a fries... so after a while our fries came with extra chicken Mcdeluxe,chicken burger,banana pie & apple pie and the malay girl say 'ini untuk kamu, merdeka ma' so were like cool...

so caleb told me why the malay girl give us free food... is because on tuesday when caleb was on the way home from driving lesson and this girl came and say 'are you the one that came to sunrise always'and caleb say yes then the girl reply 'next time you come again i'll give you free food'

so that's about it... and honestly we wasted alot of food.. couldn't finish... and we did something pretty nasty haha...

so hope you enjoy looking all the food haha... don get hungry ok..

so and we went to the beach for some cold coffee(beer)den met up with some frens hang around... nothing much... that's bout it i guess...

just came back from the market with mom...

heck i would say

2007-08-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

heck... People are getting ingrate... cant stand people for them... I really pity people try their very best to help the person out and yet they are not grateful enough ... not a single "thank you" word. asswipe... darn...

been thinking lots of stuff pass few days...

oh well forget bout what i say... don't want anyone one of you all turn emo... lol...

hmmm... i need to go shopping.. need to get new clothes for myself.. who wants to help me out choosing clothes... i guess there will be none lol..heard from mae that gurney is having sales... darn i need to go there.. haha...

watched perfect stranger with my dad... and it was boring yet interesting hahah... but more on the boring side.... so in conclusion don't watch hahaha...

oh a.. promise mae i'm gonna do this
so here goes

Rules
1. Each blogger must repost these rules.
2. Each blogger have to rant 8 random facts/habits of themselves.
3. List 5 people to be tagged.
4. Drop by their blog and let them know that they've been "TAGGED!".

hmmm...

1. I'm really bad in explaining
well... every time I realize that people explain are not that details so I tried my best to explain.. but it didn't and yet I make it worse... people will just go blur or saying "what are you trying to say josh" then it makes me unsatisfied and keep on explaining till they get it... so next time don't ask me to explain lol...

2. Saying "dunno" is the best way to end the conversation
every time my dad ask me where to eat, what to do, where to go, and i will say "dunno" so that my dad will suggest and i will just follow... and if you're lazy to talk just say "dunno" your friend will just keep quiet... it works sometimes hahah

3.I always think I will never be good enough for them
I always tell people that I'm more close that I will never be good enough or everything I do I always lose to he or she... low self esteem i guess...and even if people say you're good or you're great, to me, they got nothing to say or just pretending.. you know... so yea

4.Emo
well , I don't want to be emo but then is just come by itself... first , I'm happy then after a few hours I become emo... then I start thinking nonsense...I get emo more often than being happy

5.I detest people who lie
Well you know who you are. I'm not gonna say.. why can't you just tell the truth if you don't want to do it instead create a story and lie... I know you are lying but I don't wanna say... I don't wanna create an argument... so just tell me the truth...

6. I'm childish
I love cartoons so so much.. Dad always scold me for watching cartoons... What can i do i just love cartoons and anime... Pokemon, Rave, Gensomaden Saiyuki and gate keepers... so don't blame me... I know I'm 19 but is good to be childish. lol.

7.I'm scare of people hating me
who wouldn't....Is not that I scare people will beat me up, backstabbing but i rather sacrifice something than losing one friendship and no matter what, I try my best not to let anyone hate me unless i hate that person... lol.. selfish rite...

8.My future
You can say that I don care bout my future... but the answer is I don care bout my future... Is just that I don't really know what I'm interested in... what field should i go... I don't want to waste my parents money for example study something half way and just leave... Well,my sister ask me to take cooking course or photo shooting.. dad ask me to take electronics... mom got no comment... and me idea-less. so hate me if you don't like it...

well i tagged no one cause don think you all are interested haha...

gotta hit the bed... see you all around... and also keep the BlogSMS going hehe.. thx..

currently listening to chopsuey by system of a down

keep the blog going

2007-08-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... I'm happy... Im crazy i think... you shud know caleb, jere, drew hahaha... shhhhh... haaha...oh well... just to update to keep my blog going haha... actually i got notihng to say haha... why do i keep haha-ing haha... oh yeah hmmm i got nothing to say... been going out lately.. and yea... that'all..

caleb this one's for you...

yea i know you want it... but since my refrigerator got some beer... i just take out and drink...

people dont get me wrong... i drink beer seldomly haha

and yea i love beer but don't drink that much

ok that all

not being vain... i love being emo when i take picture... very nice... look at the road and me... i'm pausing myself but the road is going... how emo and nice is that

bye bye

weird entry

2007-08-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

what's up dude and dudettes... how's everything going... for mine it will be normal emo boring day ...hehe... what can i say... I'm quite speechless... still thinking ...
sharon's leaving to bangkok tomorrow... darn... everyone's going holiday except for me... that's gay...

oh well here a picture of my emo-ness enjoy....(like you all will)

not sure you all can see me haha...

this one too.... not sure... (Emoshern if you drop by , rate me )

ok ok ok, stop with this emo-ness... here a weird side of me.... very very weird and ugly.... I was force to put this by my little cousin...

weird rite

i was force to wear it in kulim... it a factory call Intel ... safety first... all shits they say.. if you don wear you can't go in and work... something like that... so have to wear all the ugly equipment that makes me look weird

yea yea yea whatever... laugh it all you want

buh bye

untitle

2007-08-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

hey... I'm back to put another entries on my blog...so yea watch Rush Hour 3 twice and watch Ratatouille... so yea... so what did I do besides working... went to youth... new girl came... Megan...haha but went back early never get the chance to know her....so yea after youth went to Kapitan with few people and went to Gurney... youth was having some captain ball thing and yea got injured by someone who is really rough... but what can I do... I can't do anything... I'm a good boy ... so nothing much

oh yea look at this picture...

what's so special is that he's a english man with a red hair...

in hokkien language we say it this way "ah mo with ang mo"
not sure whether you all can see it haha... and yea that all

not being vain but just a picture

*hint*to someone say this
I got one word to say : Emo

yea that's about it... say bye to George Chua... no scratch that.. is Joshua

My Phone

2007-08-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well my phone that I'm using now went to phone-pital cause my speaker was sick... the sound sound very soft... so take my phone for check up and yea my phone was sick... so the person gave me this phone to use...

and yea it took one week to get my phone back so i have it now....

cause me 50 bucks for the speaker ... damn...

that's about it....

ya one more thing... something random

went I first started working, one of my worker named "Loo" asked me this

Loo : What is your name
Joshua : Joshua
Loo : HUH????
Joshua : JOSHUA
Loo : oooo... George Chua

I was like what the heck... GEORGE CHUA... this is so wrong...
so that's about it haha...

this won't be a emo post... because someone told me emo is unhealthy haha... so I'm trying my best not to be emo haha...

What's the point

2007-08-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

What's the point having something or someone you want it so much when you ending up having problems... you make thing worse... well I have no idea what to do and yea hate me for being selfish... sorry to someone for causing trouble... Sometimes I wonder why do I exist...

Caleb, I'm gonna use your line... thanks for killing off what I had left

what's the point having pleasure when you end up having pressure...

Last but not least HAPPY BIRTHDAY again Mae.

Enrigue Iglesias - Do you know

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2007-08-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

back to blog... nothing happen... oh yeah

celebrate Caleb's birthday... went to but a shirt from him from F.O.S... it a last minute shopping... (glad you like the shirt Caleb)and yeah went to his house have dinner... good food, good drink, good fellowship... and yeah... 3 person was scare to get NS... unfortunately a friend of mine was chosen... the other both of them was glad that they didn't get... haha... then after dinner headed to Sungai Ara area to pick some people up and went for midnight movie... Rush Hour 3... hilarious show i can say... and reach home at 3.30... then guess what i did after that... sleep of course... woke up and went to work with a panda eye.. was glad that my work finished early went home sleep... bla bla bla bla bla bla... went to youth.. reach youth at 8.30 for some reason haha.. den went to Mr.Pot to have some drink... den ... hmm do nothing much... slept at almost 5 to call PEOPLE.. yeah went to church bla bla nothing much.... that's all...

currently trying : not to feel emo
listening to : switchfoot - let your love be strong
playing my guitar

What title can i put on this post

2007-08-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

Thing's aren't going so well for me... the moment i wake up from my sleep , my mind would say 5 minutes won't kill... end up rushing preparing for work and late for work... Working time, emo-ness would just come in... spoil your mood, spoil your day, spoil your appetite things like that... when you come home, you feel lonely... what can you do most... sitting in front of your LCD screen and browse around or blog hopping... or maybe playing your damn guitar or playing the piano and listen to some EmoTunes... after that what do you do... hang out with your friends and wasting your precious time and your money...

reading will never help me i can say that... reading is not my stuff... maybe archie's comic book... or maybe watching online anime would get you out from your reality..

well... really have no idea what I'm talking...

currently feeling: doleful
currently playing: Hey there Delilah

Posting a new post won't kill me

2007-08-08T00:59:00.001+08:00

Where should i start... have been really tired and exhausted this few days... slept late on Friday around 3 plus in the morning and slept nearly 6 in the morning on Saturday night...cause Felix overnight my house so we just hang out ... good opportunity to get out from the four walls cause dad went kl.. so freedom and time is all i got... now suffering... getting sleepy everyday even during work... yeah that's about it... nothing much...

currently feeling : emo
thinking of : something that will never be solve

Welcome

2007-08-07T17:25:00.000+08:00

well what can i say... I'm opening a blog again ... this will be my third or fourth time... haha... well... got nothing much to say just post some pictures of me haha...

enjoy