Friday, November 21, 2008
@12:59 AM
I thought I already know you.
I thought I can trust you.
It seems that I was wrong.
I didn't seem to know you at all.
I never see it coming, never expect it to come too.
Who are you now I wonder to myself.
Is it you ... or is it me.
I hate this part of my life where I couldn't trust anyone anymore.
I thought that i can trust you and now you're hiding something that you don't want me to know. Even asking simple question and you don't tell me directly. I'm starting to feel that we are far apart. Getting hard to get close to each other. We weren't what we used to be. I'm starting to dislike with your action. Well I don't hope for anything. Just stay away from me.Go do whatever you need to do to make yourself happy.
To you, I want to grasp your hand but i can't. Held back by silent restrictions that are not heaven sent. You're the one I always misses.I want to be the one who take your sadness every time you landed on a depressing state. But I guess you didn't realize. I could be the guy for you. I could be there for you.I could be the one when you need shoulder to cry on. I may not give you pleasure of the world that woman desire but I can give you what woman long for that is love, my love.I may not be perfect like other people.But I cant tell you is my love is genuine.
It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.Immature love says, "I love you because I need you.Mature love says, "I need you because I love you.
William Blake once said "Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another gives its ease, and builds a Heaven in Hell's despair."
So you sailed away into a doleful grey sky morning.Now I'm here to stay and just wanted to say you're just the best I ever had
