Sunday, December 23, 2007
@3:23 AM
to be exact, is 3.35 a.m.
something is bothering me.
why should i keep on going and not give up when you know is impossible. that things doesn't work well or just the way you want it to be.... why are you wasting your time when you know it won't actually happen.
why keep on trying when you know you'll will on falling no matter how many fucking times you try.
why not give up when someone asked you to move on.
why.....
i hate myself for being stupid
i hate myself for putting too much hope when is a false hope
i hate myself for wasting my time on this
i hate myself that i cant stop this
i hate myself for not forgetting bout it
i hate myself for being such dumbass
i hate myself.
hopeless josh for being just stupid.... literally stupid
